David Archuleta 09 KL concert

1. Wanna thank DiGi and particularly Mr. P, Lareina, Brainchild and others for letting me to catch him in concert and have the chance to meet and greet him in person behind the stage...

2. David Archuleta was the nice and cheerful guy with his smile that can melt the girls heart... He's kinda  funny guy in person as well... He's kinda the guy that what you see is what u get( in tv an real life).... He rally got good vocal as well... though it was kinda short for concert... everyone was just chanting we want more when it ended...

3. the crowd was kinda like crazy man.. I mean the girls was shrieking, wailing, shouting, screaming and what more can I describe? they are just spectacular... It was kinda a shock at first when seeing them acting like that....Its like ur at tanjung rambutan suddenly... I been to rainforest music festival but, people were just shouting but not shrieking like at the concert..... really unexpected..... Its like the girls were having an O at that time... 

4. It was my first concert... And it was really fun seriously.... And thanks to all the YA from KL, baya, remy, others....

Independence?

What is national independence? It is the cow head protest in shah alam or the biased police and MACC? Neither any of these events reflect independence. It is just cynical to watch idiot politicians giving out their bigotry and childish press statement. It is even worse than the Bill Cosby’s show “Kid Say the Darnest Things”. It is really appalling to have such morons as our minister. 
I just grow up and realize that the promises of politician especially from BN are really just lip services like those hookers trying to solicit customers. Worst still, they are even willing to sell off their body and mind. These are unprincipled people who just go around and make whimsical remarks as they go like some mental institution patient. With the current rate of how things are in Malaysia especially the most corrupt, racist, intolerant, conservative, and anarchic rule by BN, people’s human rights are being violated and the constant threat of sending Chinese and Indian descendent citizens back is just making everyone sick and tired the current state of affair. 
A warning to BN, you have live beyond your shelf life span and you are gonna be thrown out of office by next election. I for one will never vote for BN ever in my life. After going through the corrupted government affairs, I have harden my heart to vote against BN. I prefer DAP not because they are Chinese people. I never support racial based fundamentals. But I like their Ideology of governing the country. The democrats are ruling all over the world. And soon DAP will rule Malaysia. The lost of Japanese LDP to DPJ this week is a reminder of what is to come. Australia, New Zealand, Canada, US, Germany, and India had shown example of how it will be for a corrupted government.
Democrats are ruling Japan, US, India and Indonesia. It will soon be the case for Malaysia as well. Hopefully once in power, the new governments will make new regulations that will ease the cost of living of all Malaysian irrespective of their race and religion. If the government needs to give money to poor people mostly Malay people, so be it. Help those who need help but not the rich God father s in UMNO with mansion of millions of dollar worth, and omega watches or coats of thousands of dollar that are being stolen from national funds. These people must be sent to imprisonment for swindling and corrupt practices. Justice and love is what all Malaysian hope and wish for this year. Let justice prevail and let the government prosper and shower the poor people with love in terms of better education, housing, living support, job opportunity and personal advancement.  

by election

Ok, fews days ago, the information minister, gave assurance to bloggers that they will not be charged if they post comment on gov policy than sending blaspheme...

So the latest issue is the impending Penanti by election, which is now vacated. Well, actually I agree with the decision of Fairuz to quit since he is alleged to be involved in corruption scandal.... So it is by right to resign until he is being cleared off the charges.... This is a normal practice by Japanese politicians as a sign of leaders have to be responsible to the people. Unlike some who are found gulity for corruption aka money politics but still become cm in malacca. hmmm... I wonder whether the BN gov is calling the PR gov black (pot calling the cattle black) or rather charcoal calling paper black... in this case as there is still no evidence that Fairuz is gulity.

But then again in these days, I kinda doubt the justice system in Malaysia... because our chief judge was a former UMNO lawyer, and also he admited that he had seen some of his colleague in the past involved in corruption. This means, the rich and famous can simply buy the verdict of the judges... Its kinda like a petaling street.... the new product on sale is Malaysian Judge's verdict.... which judge do you want? cheap cheap only, US$ 1 million.... then u can escape from killing Mongolian Artist and migrate to UK...

Or u can use it to get somebody imprison for his innocence... aka DSAI, what type of crime you want him to be punished for? SODOMY, MURDER, or even Corruption... hmmmm.... I'll take the first coz it is kinda rare right... And all the muslim will stone him to death.... that way I can be free from any guilt of murdering again.... ( you know who I meant by this)

Ohya the real issue I have not talked about....
BN claim that by election is a waste of public fund....
Yeah says a person who use GLC money to give present to the residents to buy their heart and vote. hmmm.... according to them, it is a normal practice by BN to give handouts during by-election... yeah..., we all surely know about this...... there is a famous barometer to determine when the next election in an area gonna happen in Malaysia.... Easy easy only...... Normally when u drive on the road rite... there is a lot of poth holes rite.... so when ur driving on the same road in a smooth manner plus its looks like the road has just been tar, that means that place is gonna have election soon.... Or you have people coming to ur house, asking auntie, auntie, do you have any problem in getting the right of the land? IF got we can halp you..... vote for the weighting scale...

Then after that, you never hear from the person again.... so typical in swk n sbh..... they keep giving people hope... Nay its pay back time.... for all the years of lies and deceit.... The batang Ai people fell into this trick once more.... they have been promised a piece of land for like the past 20 years...... but until today remain illegal occupant.... plus they have been thrown out from their original village before... so pity them la.... I dun blame them for having high hopes but still get nothing after that.....

That aint gonna happen in Kuching.... thats y BN lose four chinese majority seats.... plus the DAP fireband, Chong Chien Jen is such a cute chili mouth boy..... its definitely worst sending him to both state and federal parliament..... Its just fun receiving u know the account of all the corrupt practices of the BN gov delivered direct to your house... damn.. BN's report card is full of red inks..... and its giving me sore eyes....

ok the conclusion of the day is.... it is right for Malaysian public to get a report card on how much money form the GLC has been used by the BN gov each time election.... Trust me..... we are kinda getting used to the red report card... like the selangor scandal... regarding PKNS and so called whore association which spend millions on buying the husbands rolex, expensive suit and cars also vacation trip to Japan, Australia to visit children in uni (maybe even paying the fees), and whole lots others....

its time to clean up the mess....

Malaysia, if u wanna have a top university in the world ranking, heed the advise of Harvard, "We sack the shole faculty that is underperforming and install a new one until it works". trust me... its gonna make it worth it..... the best thing for the current PM is for his gov to be booted out the next election.... so that he have more power to clean up the current mess.... or not its gonna end like a cancer we're suffering regarding the sub-prime morgage crisis in US.... Now its cleaning time..... not to patch up a small hole today and get a sink hole the next day

ohya by the way, its better to be like singapore.... so much developed than malaysia... ask anyone do you know malaysia and you'll get reply like.... hmmmm what country is it? is it Malawi? Mauritious? where have we been for the past 50 years that we are invincible compared to the small dot at the end of malaysia's map?

rise of dictatorship.....

I have recently deleted all my post related to political person from the gov....
its kinda a punishment to critise and even voice your dissatisfaction on line...

I mean now gov can sue you in court what you post in blogs...

now on, we'll be more careful....
using sign language... as you k**w what I mean like you know w#$t...

albeit that... we'll make sure that our opinion will not be suppressed in inhumane manner...

opposition newspaper were just being banned, people running for position were being stopped using cunning ways such as corruption allegation when the so called body never do anything.... suddenly woke up and banned good candidate....

wake up everyone....
soon there will be house arrest for all opposition and state of emergency when new pm is installed...

the soon to be person of hour surely knows how to use police, anti corruption agency and judiciary to make his dictatorship rule in april a smooth run...

the question here is he qualified????
I mean his involvement in scandals are like no longer a surprise to citizens....
I mean we have seen corruption, homocide, and others linked to this person....
it wouldn't surprise the world if he starts nuclear program....
I mean.... he's been through all the darkest places on earth.... that when he's dead the earth wouldn't take him in....

laws are being twisted to his psychological fantacies.... coup d'etat are done even though they were not majority.... I mean what more things he does that will not be a surprise to all of us....

The last straw that broke the camel's back....

Its kind of an irony that finally I fully understand what this proverb means. I first come across it in a public speaking competition back in 2006 when I was featured in The Star in the competition. It that point, I can’t understand what it fully meant. I just created a story about how I had a fight with a close friend about the first Malaysian Idol winner, Jacqueline Victor. I said that we disagreed and had a big fight that we broke off from being friends ever since that incident.
Well, today that story becomes a reality. If I were to tell my friends what happened, they would be stunned by my decision. It’s a known fact that I’m kinda of a talkative person who likes to comment. I do admit my mistake and bad behaviours. And it is at crossroad again that I decide that enough is enough. I do not mind being a joked and make fun off. But definitely there is a limit to that. I mean I have been trying to withstand this for the pass few years. Everyday I was being a clown that is so funny to be laugh and make fun off I guess that it becomes an amusement to others.
No matter how much I can take in being the laughing stalk of others, I’m a human being deep inside as well. I do have feelings and most of the times I just hid my feeling deep inside to avoid misunderstanding and arguments. I felt hurt each time being a laughing stalk as well. Try to be in my position and you will have a lot of Victoria Technology incidences.
Well, when enough is enough? It happens when I’m tired of so many works around me and felt stress out with all the workload and the pressure of performing to a certain expectation. Seriously, I just bottled up my feeling and I’m sick and tired of being harassed like a high school kid being bullied. I deserve a certain level of respect as a human at least and not being humiliated like a scum. Imagine your chair is constantly being kicked at while your try to concentrate in class when your whole body is tired and sick with all the work load and pressure from all sides to meet up to certain expectation. That is when the last straw broke the camel’s back. A camel certainly can carry all heavy loads on its back. But when it is sick and tired of the same work everyday, the lightest straw would break its back.
No matter what you call me, a loser or a defenseless bambi, or a jack ass. I decided to move on and the only way to do it is to cut off friendship with someone that like to bully me and humiliate me like a scum that doesn’t even deserve an existence. Thats it, no more comments. I’ll move on and I don’t mind not having someone that hurts me everyday to get loss from my life.

education system

Do you believe in the education system? You know its kinda de javu when u hear people saying that you got to go to college and get a degree and get a job and start earning big bucks and start a family. Well all our parents or a elders has been saying this for ages. Its seems like a cinderella world where everything goes as planned and smooth without any hiccups along the way.

Well, I believe in it when I was young. I have to believe in it because I'm also part of it. well, I'm in college right now. And try to get a degree that should be guaranteeing me a good future.

but everything around us seems so bleak and uncertain these days. Yeah, I kinda doubt whether this whole education system thing will actually be the answer to lift us up from the poverty line.

for the record, there are more than 10 millions plus people in US who are jobless and more jobs are going up in the air as you are reading this. Its seems like the perfect ending story suddenly change and give us a slap on the face to land us on reality land. Yeah, new graduate are not getting hired. Whats the big deal about having a degree? there are thousands out there who have it and have very impressive records who are still jobless.

I for one pity the seniors who are graduating in this two years. Its gonna be a very tough environment. Start with a very low pay that can just let you have each meal and pay for rent, food and transport. Others are more worst off. they won't even be getting a job. most probably staying back at home with our parents is a better option than moving out.

How about all those wall street professionals who are losing their job? Lehman Brothers and Bear Stearn will be part of this history forever. thousands are losing job in New York and London. What are they going to feed their family? How are they going to send their kids to college? how are they going to pay their housing loan and car loans?


factory across the world is closing down due to low demand. most workers will be asked to take voluntary leave and be more productive at home. its lucky if the factory is not closing down. well thailand, china vietnam and singapore is really in trouble. more than 10 k factory were reportedly closed in china alone. sending thousands jobless and homeless. Soon there will be a hunger strike as the so called champion of socialist communist policy in China doesn't seem to work after all. So does democracy that was tainted with corruption and hunger for more power that kills the system it self like thailand. so what's the best policy?

well, we'll most probably wait for Obama to solve that. people are expecting miracle and magic from him that he is running out of magic powder. He's going back to the old clinton administration after all his talk of change. well, what a relieve that america will change back to the old administration...

Well, I'm lucky because I'm going to graduate in two and half years time. At least by then, the economy will be better off than now. But I still can't fathom why do we have to pay so much for college that all we are actually receiving are crappy lecturers who are boring and there to make our life difficult. Well, college life isn't as easy as everyone are telling us.

chicken pox

The past two weeks has been one of the toughest time ever in my entire life. Seriously, I have been through tough situation but this tops it all.
Its none other than having your whole life nightmare coming knocking at your door at once. The previous nightmare was when I was at swinburne. I was having a high fever during my exam week. I remembered that I slept on the bed the whole day but got better after an injection for fever. And I managed to get pretty good grade that I never reach until today. It's like miracle how I managed to come out from that a victor.

Well, this time, I got chicken pox which is really something I never wanted to have since young. Yeah I know that this sounds pathetic. I'm kinda like a big baby who never get a baby disease. Though its a bit too late at 20 to get it.

It gave me the most terrible nightmare that one could ever imagine. I had constant headache for few days. Felt like my head gonna explode anytime with big lumps growing on the back of my head. Lying down on my bed like a dead corpse. waking up for few minutes just to take my medicine. there weren't any difference between day and night.


And it was kinda one of those odd moment in my life where I have to strip down my pants in front a doc to get injection each day. Its really odd to have someone who you don't know to be touching your ass and worse pinching it to find your muscle. Now I felt like I'm hooker. But at that time I don't mind what I have to do as long as the pain can be taken away. I'll strip naked if I had had to get the injection. Its really bad that you feel like suicide. Actually I don't really feel anything, but I'm more concern with the doc coz she's a muslim. So I'm not sure whether its ok with her. but anywhere, we got to act professional I guess when it comes to treating your patient. Anywhere, she's more like a caring mother who tends to her young one. And I'm very thankful to her for that.

At first, I was thinking like I should skip all my test by asking for mc from the doc. but then she dropped the bomb. she say she'll arrange for a quarantine exam for me. yeah I had to sit for all my paper. But eventually I skip prob n stat coz the pain was really unbearable. And I don't really think that I did a good job with the other papers coz I didn't really focus and study for it.

taking panadol is like taking candy. two pill for every six hours. I took more than 2o pills during that period. Its like an addiction. I must take it to stop the headache.

and the worse part is, I think I gained weight. well, everyone would think that one would lose weight if sick. but after having normal diet each day with less than 30 minutes of movement per day. I figured that I must be gaining weight because of that.

And now, I'm more convince that I'm an ugly beast with all the scar on my whole body including my face. everyone should be avoiding me soon. I'm a scary monster with red spots all around my body. Well now, you know me. I'll be a monk for life......No doubt in that...(just kidding)

Well, I would really thanks my frens at the church and also ex course mates. Yoke mun, Chang hua and philip and other who helped me during this time. Without the coconut that yoke mun bought I might not recover as fast as this. so really owe you a big one. also thanks to my roomate, arun for being helpful all this while.... really owe you too.

well just an advice. If anyone got chicken pox, please buy coconut and start drinking the water asap if you wanna recover fast. Its kinda odd that western medication can't solve this problem.

also my mum and frens back in kch who were praying for my recovery, thanks a lot guys.
I had to postpone my flight for a week because of this.